Monday, September 26

losing my edge, losing my head.

Some days I feel so insignificant and disconnected from everything around me. I'm frustrated at all those things I can't control and sick of being so passive. And these moods always bring on this desire to be part of something monumental-- I just want to do something which will put at least a little crater in today's history.

My favourite fantasy solution for this is to get married. Imagine: Paige packes up, gets somewhere swanky, and just elopes. I don't think it matters with who. It would be a simple marriage who's only purpose is to shake things up; to exist for the sake of being there.

I know why so many celebrities have seemingly random marriages.